Saturday, June 1, 2024

 Dreams trying to tell me something; also general malaise.

Yesterday: went to work for this family as a nanny/au pair/mommy's helper . Man in wheel chair sometimes on oxygen sometimes not. Rather nondescript. Woman,mother working corporate type .managing everything. Two children one of each. Go on excursion (amusement park?fair?) Have to go to bathroom when we get back, woman directs me to it. While using toilet i hear sounds and pull away shower curtain to see a skinny brown haired girl hiding in there from this stranger who just rushed in and did her bizness. in the morning woman is giving man his medicine and i hear a prefix to one of the meds that she is giving which tells me he has some advanced form of COPD and i ask her and she says yes.
After that I am reading the contract that outlines my duties and i keep thinking that i didn't know i was supposed to do that! Woman sees me reading and is surprised because I'm already doing the work.
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Back in same situation and then i remember that this was just a crazy dream i had, but it feels important. So i start talking to other person discussing possible messages thereof.
Then something unsettled about beds and blankets from now and from the past. Remember no details of this part except girl was involved somehow.
Then we were back in Mt orab and the people in the back had to put their garbage out on our street and we let them come through our yard to do it. (Irl Thursday morning dumpsters dumping?)
Also KO reading my phone Facebook messages to me and Amazon lists.
Making hot tea for my mother, with lemon, and me and Rita O'Toole are going to go to store for some chips or crunchy snacks. Store is 1st stop in Winchester .i say about $$ not being used in my bank account from job i am not working
Trying to get kids off to school. tammy Tracy Collins Jericka Hill and the two kids from the dream keep making noise and clang banging and finally child Tammy yells for me that they need help they can't get the door open to go out it. Because garbage cans are piled up against the door; both metal and plastic some with lids. Only 4 cans though so where are the others?
Too late now to go to store but Rita and i decide to go to next town which turns into some other town before we get there and we are trying to find gas station/ convenience store that is open. We find a couple but they are for fancy cars so we don't go there.we go to one we think we know but it is restaurant instead of store and it is also a fancy car place and Tracy Collins wants to sit in a booth that folds out. Rita and i get mad because i can't sit in a booth so Tracy Collins can sit wherever she wants but she's being inconsiderate.
We are getting ready to order when we (I) remember we are just supposed to be getting snacks, not going out to eat, and here it is already 6 am and we have to get back.
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Irl it is first 419 and then 438 am actual time.

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