Thursday, September 21, 2023
Wreck in Burg August 28 2022
Rita at K-Mart and woolly worm and cat September 6, 2019
Tuesday, September 19, 2023
playing school? September 2022
colored chalk. fat sidewalk chalk, not normal blackboard chalks.
also blackboard (green on one side) falling off Mamma's trailer while the little kids (John Jean KO) were playing school all wrong.
hmm
damn. just remembered i had some crazy dream about rex falling off a road beside a railroad track and needing an enema. And finding/buying a spiderman doll for either warren or ko that had a live big-ass spider in it, and it got out of the box and I squished it and it turned into articulated good plating, so i just put it back in the box like nothing happend
appearances and details Sept 9, 2023
Now, this dream disturbed me , and I think it was the first in the recent disturbing series.
There was this guy named Scott. I don't remember anything about his appearance except that he had long, skinny legs and he jumped around a lot. And was (or seemed) happy
He and I married. After some long convoluted courtship, but I don't remember what the convulsions thereof were.
My brother Chip, the oldest of my brothers kept asking me how I liked being married in a wink-wink, nudge-nudge fashion and I kept deflecting the conversation (it was a group conversation.) My sisters were just glad to see me having some happiness, but he kept bringing it back up in the same way, and I finally asked him, an a manner both dignified and annoyed, if he had forgotten I'd been married before for nearly thirty years, which finally shut him up.
Didn't take long for the problems to start showing up, though. Scott was more Virgo than Leo about appearances, his and otherwise.(And he definitely looked Leo) He wanted everything perfectly detailed and perfectly ready for public consumption or absorption or whatever.
Well, that isn't me. My style is, at best, casually comfortably cluttered. Try as I might to make it otherwise. (I know; I tried it for almost thirty years and never got in the habit)
If he wanted his buttons sewn on in the exact same direction the same number of millimeters apart, he could do it himself. No, the coffee table doesn't need to exactly line up with the seam on the tile. Yes, it doesn't hurt anything if the couch is at a slight angle to the table, so it's more comfortable to put my feet up on it,
It's not hurting anything. Or anyone.
So what did he have me for?
He thought ignoring the unimportant details meant I wouldn't know what was an important one.
Then we had the family over, and as they were leaving someone smoking smushed the lit end of their cigarette into the arm of the couch and they brushed it off and the ashes down into the couch, Somehow everyone left and I started tearing the couch apart pulling off cushions and looking down the edges, etc. Because, you know, just because the embers/ashes weren't on fire didn't mean they weren't hot and wouldn't burn. I didn't stop looking until I was satisfied that there weren't any hot spots developing deep inside my (very crooked by now) couch. Even then I kept a fire extinguisher handy, because of course my detail man had them scattered all around the apartment.
"I didn't know you knew all that," he told me.
Honestly, he was impressed that I knew how to anticipate the possible danger and take the steps, in a timely manner, to mitigate it.
and I told him again that I care, very much, about the IMPORTANT STUFF.and he was somehow reassured and we were alright again.
Funny how that ended up coherent after all once I started writing it out.
Sunday, April 16, 2023
BS
crazy dreams about bobby sherman and planes and hospitals and family (his) and houses and a baby. Ages and relationships and appearances varied within the context of the dream. flying to California. Flying home.
Second time I've dreamed like this. There's a story thread of redemption and reparation, but nothing really communicateable .
A lot of this is related to my recovered storytelling abilities, of course, and these are all things in one form or another that I am writing about. Various ages, forms, appearances, and relationships. (Sounds familiar, doesn't it?)
The hospital, medical procedures, and dead people and propositions and plans worries me most about these dreams.
Is this dream an acknowledgement of this rebirth, or is it trying to tell me something more?
Thursday, February 2, 2023
Peeps -- 3 years later
In the first dream Te only ones the store had, for mist if an aisle, we're purple ones, which I didn't like. (overall I don't like grape flavored candies, but I know peeps colors are NOT flavors). There was one small display/sale table section that may have been other colors but for somereason I couldn't go check them put. I was with one of my sisters and she kept distracting me. (something she doesn't want me to see?)
The second dream I remember was just a 'normal' markdown sale.
It wasn't until later in the day that I realized the dreams are, at best, premature. Peeps are generally Easter candy, and some sites still have Christmas candies in markdown and the shelves filled with Valentine's sweets. I have seen Reese's eggs in the big stores but that's about it for Easter candies .
Friday, January 27, 2023
cant find my clothes; all in basement mildewing January 1 2021
I dreamed some convoluted story about going to work back in my Adams county mcd days. All mixed up with moving and sorting through hoarded hidden clothes. The main thrust of he dream was that once again I couldn't find any black pants to wear with my uniform, but I thought it would be okay if I wore my red pants instead because I was wearing a red T-shirt. Bit I lost those, too, while I was still looking for my black ones. Something about mildewing clothes downstairs hiding in the washers and sinks.
The resolution to the dream was me remembering and reminding myself that I must be dreaming because in real life I no longer work and don't have to worry about it. I reminded me several times and I must have finally believed me because I woke up.
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